Everyone knows I've always been a super optimistic person. Sometimes I'm just to unrealistic. On top of that, I'm a perfectionist in a sense that all the plans in my head, which are always the best case scenarios, must happen that way. Anything less is bad. Things turned out to be the worst case scenario for me lately. I don't know why. I don't feel like being an optimistic person anymore. I think if I become a pessimist, I'd be grateful for anything good that happens because it'll always be better than what I expected. Only then can I appreciate life and be grateful. Am I right?
Do you know that feeling when everything is bottled up inside and you can't do anything to make yourself feel better? Do you know that feeling when you failed badly at making things right and things got worse instead? I didn't know life after A's can be so difficult. Sigh. If only the heart doesn't whisper things that the brain can't understand... well, we need to get synchronized.
Sorry, I tend to think too much at home. Too much for my own good. That's why I need to go out more often.
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