Part and parcel of life

Fawwaz came back a few weeks ago. Its nice to see him back although we were kinda disappointed that he didn't inform us earlier. He wanted to make it a surprise visit but... it leaked. Haha. We spent some time with him. He even slept over at zb's house with us. He didnt change much. still the same old Wazi Man!

So he went home yesterday. He might be coming back next year or the year after next year or the year after that. The point here is we don't know when he'll come back. =( We wanted to have supper with him at Pizza Hut but he had to go. So he just left us the money and we sent him off. Thanks for the supper Fawwaz. Your curry baked rice tastes good. We'll treat you that when you return. =)

I was feeling really miserable after seeing my doctor on Tuesday. It feels like you're being denied to live normally. All that I want to be, all that I planned, all that I've been dreaming of seems to fade away just like that. I need a new plan for the future. Or I'll just ignore whatever he said.

I'm not a failure academically but I've failed a lot in life.

Ouh! I really need someone to help me change the tone of my voice and the way I speak. Its really important. My GP teacher said that when I speak, I used a sarcastic tone which makes the listener feel stupid. WTH? But I really need to change this. Really.

My brother made his school choices already. It really doesn't matter to me. I wish him all the best. I don't want to force him to go to VS coz being forced to do something just sucks. But that's his lost. Muahahahahaha. VS ftw.